As of this moment I have been actively listed for my double lung transplant. Currently I am number 1 on the small list at Mayo clinic. This means at any moment we could be called to start heading to Jacksonville. My emotions are all over the place, can barely focus on one thing let alone the 100 things we need to get in place right now. I am full of fear, excitement, and sadness. The not knowing how this will end and knowing very well when I say good bye to all my family it could be the last time. It's been rough already but the ride in will be a long 3 hrs.
Time to pack.